Monday, October 31, 2011

I Believe

Today my mantra is "I believe"

I believe that things will work out

I believe in myself

I believe in a higher power

I am learning today what "I believe" means to me.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Having a Manifestation

Sometimes I think that having a desire and manifesting that desire can feel like labor. First of all, you never know how long it will take. Second of all, it can feel painful at times as you wait for that item to manifest. Last, it is such a joyful feeling when you are finally in contact with the object of your desire.

So I am having a similar experience recently with a crystal wand. I saw this crystal wand in the shop but it was "too expensive" and this crystal wand has brought up lots and lots of resistance for me. I have gone through painful emotions thinking how I could not afford this particular wand. And then I thought about how I want to buy it even though I don't think I can afford it. Then I thought about the times I went into debt because of this attitude. What I am trying to find is something in the middle.

I have been saving money especially for crystals. I don't really have enough saved for this particular item yet. But I think if I wait a month, I can afford the one I found online. So exciting! It took me looking through web sites and accepting that maybe I will only read the description for the crystal. It has everything I want in terms of properties. I think I will wait to buy it, but I am happy that I have found the particular object that I want online.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Following Emotions

Well it is official. I am working on my second chakra. I keep going toward the color orange and reading things about following emotions and manifestations.

Actually, I think manifesting is for the third chakra, but you have to master the second chakra first.

Second chakra is all about feelings and relating. It is about accepting feelings and freeing yourself of negative emotions.

Then the third chakra is all about manifesting. This is the most advanced stage I have read about probably. I never realized that people who are working on second chakra truly believe that it is our birth right to manifest prosperity. They say that everything around us is prosperous and all we can do is block that flow from coming though.

Want a million dollars ? Apparently it is easy to manifest that. First you have to learn how to feel good, then you follow your good feelings in order to manifest wealth, the life you want to live, etc.

I am currently working on this with my art and with crystal healing. And wealth, of course, I have to try :)

So far, my favorite manifestation was when I went into Whole Foods and bought fruit tarts. That is something I had wanted to do for so long, and though that they were too expensive to purchase individually. I got the little tiny ones, which was still a stretch for me. I also bought deviled eggs for $7. Rediculous! However, this was about manifesting to me. I felt so good afterwards. It just opened up my stomach energy to let myself purchase things that I was so convinced were unacceptable to spend that much for them. See, it's not that I don't have enough $$, it is about paying for it even though I think ti is too much, just because I want it.

This is an interesting experiment.

Monday, October 3, 2011

I Can Afford Anything

Here is what I have learned about focusing on money: It is always hidden somewhere where you couldn't find it if you didn't look for it.


I have savings bonds that I usually forget about, but when I start to feel like my savings are depleted, I remember my invisible money I have stored away in a box.

Also, I tend to find extra money in cutting certain expenses that I thought were necessary. Like discretionary spending or entertainment.

Lately I have been channeling the affirmation: I can afford anything whenever I want.

Here is what I found:

A website that teaches me how to save on all things except those things I want to buy luxury.

I need to read more on this website to post its gold, but I am enthralled right now.

In other news, I have attempted crystal healing after finally going to the store, buying 3 or 4 stones, and actually trying it.

Now I have tried it three times, and the first two I stayed there for 2 hours or more, and ended up sobbing, crying, releasing some really stuck energy. I even had a vivid dream.

I need to continue to experiment with placement etc.

I have been channeling the laws of attraction and used my computer to construct a vision board. Basically, a vision board is where you choose images and collage them together which represent your life as you would like to me living it. Mine includes a tree that grows money, a rack of clothes, and a cute little doggy. I also found that the majority of my vision board has pictures of peaceful settings. A large part of what I am looking for is peace of mind.

I put this board together using Microsoft paint and Google image search.

It is now my background.

More news on vision board and manifesting to come.

It seems beneficial to state your manifest desire as a "present tense". Such as: I am in the best state of health of all time right now.

The of all time stuff annoys me a little, but I read it is good to put "of all time" and "best ever", so I am trying that.

It is helping.

My current one is: I am able to buy everything I want when ever I want.

More to come on that.